It's been so hard to keep focused lately.

I mean, it seems like there's just always a lot going on anymore, and I keep feeling like the days are flying by too fast. I don't know what to expect anymore.

I think part of it is the fact that I'm still not employed again. With no source of income and not a lot to do most days, I end up feeling like I'm rotting from the inside out. It's going to be hard, but I'll have to wait until the middle of next month to start looking really hard for something again.

In the meantime, I've still got commissions open, and I also recently opened Redbubble shop, if anyone wants to check those out.

I could be taking this time to do something meaningful. Drawing, writing, something. But getting the energy to do even that is frustratingly difficult. I wonder if it's just the changing seasons, or if things actually are getting kind of bad again?

I just want something good to happen again.